Hold me accountable please!
November 6, 2009
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I am not just a Recovering Thinker! Unfortunately I am also a smoker and have been for the majority of my adult life. My family & friends have often tried and failed in persuading me stop this strange habit. Their failure became my failure too. Reading back A conversation with myself made me realise that smoking was perhaps another way for me to rebel against people and then when I re-read Word Salad I began to understand who I am actually punishing. Yep! That’ll be me!
I can no longer give you a valid argument for why I am smoking! I used to be able to come up with hundreds of good arguments but they have all vanished and I suspect that this is a good thing.
I have decided to give myself a birthday present this year, and this is it; On the 7th December 2009 (If not before) I will smoke my last cigarette.
The point of publishing it on here is what the title is all about. With your agreement I am asking you to hold me accountable for this.
To put things into perspective, I am experiencing an internal battle of whether or not to post this!! If you read this you know who won the battle!
Thank you in advance.